As if i have anything important to say

I'm not gonna lie, i only created a blog account to keep track of my friend Reni's blog. She's dear to me and i love to read her work. As for my own writing abilities, nothing special or important.
I dont like complaining and braggin isnt something i enjoy so i guess blogging isnt really for me. I will make one point however, and as i have no blog followers yet i'll have to debate with myself, but is it possible to lose a feeling? Even if an emotion is buried far beneath replacements, can that be considered as a complete eradication? I'm in a pickle over this idea because i think you never lose the feelings you have that remind you of a person or time. Instead these feelings mature but they still exist. Some say you can move on and forget about certain emotions, surely yes you can forget about anything, the mind is resourceful like that but i dont believe that moving on is possible. This has been playing on my mind for some time because a lot of people have confessed to me that they are trying to 'find themselves'. I dont worry about this so much, i knw who i'm not and for me that's enough especially at this age. I worry more about being truely in tune with my emotions. Convincing yourself that you dont feel is a defence for feelings you cant face. I fear that when i get round to really feelings something and being honest about what it is im feeling, the moment will already be gone. So hopefully even if the time has past i can relive the joy in my heart.

till the next blog x